Used to Temporary Happiness 2: Permanent Scars by Raequel Edgerson

Author:Raequel Edgerson [Edgerson, RaeQuel]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Tags: Urban, United States, African American, Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction, Women's Fiction
Amazon: B00QXD9AJ0
Publisher: Wicked Pen Publications
Published: 2014-12-11T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 13

“I don’t wanna give you the wrong impression…I need love and affection.”

The sounds of Future and Rhianna bumped throughout Ariyanna’s house as she walked into her bathroom to turn on the hot water for her shower. After she removed her clothes, she hopped in and let the steamy liquid run down her body. Thoughts of Yasmien kissing her shoulder and licking all over her clit filled her mind as she begun to rub her hands over her curvaceous frame. She envisioned her in between her legs again and began to feel chills go up her back. The song switched to R. Kelly’s “Imagine That,” as Ariyanna shook her head trying to wipe out thoughts of Yasmien. When it didn’t work she reached for her showerhead and proceeded to change the speed to pulse. Ariyanna took a deep breath and placed the showerhead between her legs, while she eased her body against the wall. With her eyes closed she began to think about the last time that she and Vell were together. Instantly she felt her body start to relax against the pulses of the water being projected from the showerhead.

“Oh shit,” Ariyanna murmured as she tilted her head back to enjoy the sensations. “Fuck,” she moaned. It felt so good that she allowed herself to relax even more, while enjoying the sensations that were taking over her body. “Oh shit!” she shouted unable to take it anymore.

Ariyanna opened her eyes and looked toward the showerhead, because she had to make sure that it was indeed the little attachment that was making her feel the way she was. When she did this she caught a glimpse of the tub floor. It was covered with piles of brown debris.

“No, no, no, no, no…not again,” she pleaded with herself.

Ariyanna stood up straight and confirmed that what she was seeing was definitely shit on her shower floor. With the showerhead in her hand she redirected the pulsating water towards the mess, in an attempted to wash the brown debris down the drain. I can’t do this anymore, Ariyanna mused as she finished flushing the last of the waste down the drain. She turned off the water and wrapped herself in a dry towel as tears started to fall. She took a seat on the edge of her tub and broke down. “I cannot do this anymore!” she cried out with frustration. Please just let me rest Lord….just let me rest.

Twenty minutes later Ariyanna had someone calmed down. She decided to distract herself from her thoughts of frustration, and picked up her phone to text Iyana to check on her. Even though she didn’t really feel like being bother because of all of the stuff she was going through, she didn’t want to alienate her friends when they needed her; especially Iyana. Out of all her friends she felt Iyana was the one who was the most emotionally unstable at that moment. Each day that passed Ariyanna couldn't believe that her friend had another life that was growing inside of her.

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